First post...

So.. here we go. Heading down this road of unknown, with eyes wide open. I have no clue what this blog/diary will become or what I'll even say here. All I know is that I'm a person that usually has a lot to say, about many different things. I guess I should start by telling a little about myself....

I'm 31 years old, I grew up in North Carolina just north of Charlotte, and I'm queer. The last thing didn't come to reality until I was 17 and was outed to my parents by a close friend (aka: the short heifer that ran her mouth to much and should have been sent away to a desert island and tied down and devoured by small little creatures that would then vomit her up only to then be buried under a huge mound of manure). She actually did me a favor *sigh*. By getting everything out there for my family and I to deal with THEN, it allowed us to kind of grow in this together. I had NO clue what my life was going to be like, and if what I went through in High School was any indication I DIDN'T WANT IT!! As I found out.. I had no choice. I tried many times to be "straight". I had girlfriends that never worked out. I tried to "act" straight, that also never worked out. (btw.. I'm not a big o'l queen or anything, just not the average butch straight man). I've been about every stereotype of gay man you can think of, from super gay, to really queeny and found that just being... just being myself is what has worked out the best. I hope in this blog to tell you more about my experiences as a gay man, and all ups and downs that involves.. stay tuned, mucho mas to come!